Sunday, January 29, 2012
Friday, January 6, 2012
Punishment for my own wrongdoings?
Today sucked. I can’t even describe it. I feel so down, that I don’t know how to deal with it. The very thing that I’m trying to help her deal with, I am struggling with. God I just want these thoughts to leave me. I just want to feel better. Not depressed anymore. No more worry.
God, I know I f*&$#d up in the past, but I’m a work in progress, just like all your children, and I just want to feel better. I pray that you warm her heart and bring her peace. Then maybe I can have some. Maybe bring me some too if you have any to spare.
Friday, December 23, 2011
We are safely in the Beautiful Mountainair, NM.
This is how I feel sometimes. (In regards to life…)
And there were in the same country shepherds abiding in the field, keeping watch over their flock by night. And lo, the angel of the Lord came upon them, and the glory of the Lord shone round about them: and they were sore afraid. And the angel said unto them, ‘Fear not: for behold, I bring unto you good tidings of great joy, which shall be to all people. For unto you is born this day in the City of David a Savior, which is Christ the Lord. And this shall be a sign unto you; Ye shall find the babe wrapped in swaddling clothes, lying in a manger.’ And suddenly there was with the angel a multitude of the heavenly host, praising God, and saying, ‘Glory to God in the highest, and on earth peace, good will toward men. That’s what Christmas is all about, Charlie Brown.